November? Growing up, it was always done by or on my cousin's birthday, in late October...
Now, as you know, I love baseball. Love. Adore. Unicorns and rainbows and all that jazz.
But this year, this year it just reminds me what's gone. I am hoping I can get back to a good
place with it, but, right now it just reminds me that the one person I talked to about baseball constantly is no longer accessible to me. That I can't just pick up the phone and talk to him about how not happy I am about the Giants making the World Series, and I can't hear him telling me I need to get over it and be happy a team from the Bay Area is on the team. The past few weeks I have gone to the phone several times to make that call, only to realize I can't.
So while all my friends are celebrating, and, I'm happy for them, these last few weeks have just made me incredibly sad. I can't wait for it all to be over.
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